The Chica Project

Back

Being back was just as nerve wrecking and depressing as I had imagined it. Wake up was at 4am and we had to take a urinalysis. Atleast I got to sleep some afterwards and now I'm on pass.

St. Louis, Missouri

Ok so I already have the feeling that this is gonna be a somewhat random blog. A lot of things going through my mind...I am trying to take in reality. Just like my horoscope says; today is a reality check. My horoscope has never been truer. I am presently in St. Louis, Missouri (aka Misery). My location shall remain undisclosed of course. But from this secret corner of the world I am watching and thinking, and  pondering. I must return to base before 12am and I am in no hurry. My fate awaits me and I'm gonna let the mothafucker wait. 6 weeks. Just 6 weeks. I tell myself over and over that I can do it. After all, look how far I've come. It's just a job, it's work, I tell myself. And soon it will all be over. And if you think about the big picture...february tenth is around the corner. Sort of like the way finals are around the corner during midterms. I'm gonna do it. I have to. My freedom and a large sum of money are at stake. I'm gonna miss my daughter, but this will be best for both of us.   

Netflix.....Memoirs of a Geisha (already seen it but really wanna see it again!)

AIT

So tomorrow I leave for Fort Leonard Wood. Great. I guess the good side of it is that I'll get started on finishing my army training. The sooner I get started the sooner its over. I haven't packed yet, I'm dreading the entire process. Everything I need to take with me is spread all over the house, my Nintendo DS, my chargers, this laptop, my cosmetics, parts of my uniform, you name it- it's not organized.

 For now all I am doing to help myself is ordering some netflix so that I have something to watch when I get there. That and parts of my uniform are in the dryer. I'm sure that when I see my battle buddies they will have many stories to share. And so will I. I still haven't thought of how I am going to continue my blog without an internet connection. But if it comes down to it I'll use my phone.

 I'm praying for a safe and easy flight tomorrow and if all goes well I'll probably check into a hotel and chill until it's time to go. Since my flight leaves kinda early and we don't even have to be there until much later.

I felt the need to add this photo :) Since I was being teased on how long my bangs had gotten from being in the Army just 5 months, I decided to imitate one of those little dogs...you know the ones with all the fur in their faces lol...

The New Year 2010

It's been in the back of our minds all throughout the holiday season; the new year. And now it's finally here. When all is said and done, does it really matter? No, not unless you've made resolutions. I made a resolution and my resolution is this blog. I've been meaning to do it for a while.

Today January 1st is the last day of my beautiful holiday block leave. Needless to say I didn't get to do everything that I wanted. Simply didn't get the chance. On a positive note my knees are doing better (stress fractures) and I am mentally determined to complete AIT (army job training). I spent most of the holiday with my daughter and mom. Being with my daughter for even such a short time has truly been a blessing.

I've also discovered through several shopping trips that both TJ Maxx and HomeGoods are excellent stores. Now before you go getting all confused; I wouldn't recommend TJ Maxx in the clothing arena. However, TJ Maxx has good picks for the home and small gifts. HomeGoods especially has some nice stuff for the kitchen and living room. They have rare vases in many colors and their stuff in general isn't cheap looking at all. While I was there I bought some cute "love" inspired china. It's colorful and since it wasn't something I truly needed I only got a set of two. Me and my mother have had fun decorating the home. I also bought a book on decoration and interior design. Even though I haven't ever looked into this area of design...I feel curious.

 
Just some of the pieces...I fell in love with them instantly. It's something fresh.