St. Louis, Missouri

Ok so I already have the feeling that this is gonna be a somewhat random blog. A lot of things going through my mind...I am trying to take in reality. Just like my horoscope says; today is a reality check. My horoscope has never been truer. I am presently in St. Louis, Missouri (aka Misery). My location shall remain undisclosed of course. But from this secret corner of the world I am watching and thinking, and  pondering. I must return to base before 12am and I am in no hurry. My fate awaits me and I'm gonna let the mothafucker wait. 6 weeks. Just 6 weeks. I tell myself over and over that I can do it. After all, look how far I've come. It's just a job, it's work, I tell myself. And soon it will all be over. And if you think about the big picture...february tenth is around the corner. Sort of like the way finals are around the corner during midterms. I'm gonna do it. I have to. My freedom and a large sum of money are at stake. I'm gonna miss my daughter, but this will be best for both of us.